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May 2, 2009

After last year's debacle, I am again thinking of GMAT and do not want to take any chances. Though a full time research (and some really related accouterments)  job does not gives ones a lot of free time available, I am willing to put 3-4 hours a day. Also, I am seriously considering enrolling for some classes for GMAT and wondering whether I should go for weekend classes or go for regular classes. Regular classes have some strong incentives as they will force me to get up early (they start from 6.30 am) and will be over in 5-6 weeks. I know that there might not be a lot of value additions in terms of learning but surely this will make me disciplined and apply peer group pressure, going by past records I perform quite well in peer group pressure.
On the other hand, I am seriously thinking of considering Ph.D as well. Seems a very good fit for my kind of life style, the only negative is that I have to spend 5 years on it. Hmm...

Lets see how things move.

May 1, 2009

Recession had its impact; I was expecting a meaty hike but had to settle wafer thin hike. But I am not that much disappointed considering the market situation and my organization was generous enough to give me a decent bonus. Felt good, this is my third year here and I have been top rated researcher for each year.

Last week I got opportunity to visit inaugural Sankal Forum for social enterprises and investors. It was great experience as most of the people behind this were alma mater and the social entrepreneurs provided a strong nudge to my sleeping entrepreneurial ambitions. I am already in process of setting up my own NGO and hopefully I would get it done by the end of next month.

April 17, 2009

I am not much into acquiring assets (or probably not have enough cash to do so) but there are certain things I have always been longing for. Apple MacBook was one of them. Right since I started using computers and came to know about Apple Computers/Steve Jobs I wanted to possess one. And this desire become more and more strong in recent years with a lots of people around showcasing this excellent piece of technology. So a just a day before yesterday, I decided to give in to the temptation and swiped my already overloaded credit card for a brand new MacBook. :)
Yes, finally I have a Mac. Its amazing.
Though in this time of recession (and my bonus and salary hikes are yet not certain) I wanted to save some money but the temptation was too strong. I was nudged in office meeting to go for it. Moreover I always feel that I do not need much money for my sustenance so no need for saving every penny for future consumption. Immediate consumption seems to offer more satisfaction in this case.


8th April, 2009

I had given up on finding my old school in the concrete jungle, but a local resident and employee of the host organization here in Ranchi, blessed me with his local knowledge. He knew the location of the hillock which has a water tank on top. I realized I can still see my school and I ventured out. He took me near the hillock, in front of a very big nice looking school, St. Francis High School. He was sure that this had to be my school, but I knew I was not that lucky to have studied in schools like these. But I could still see the hillock and the water tank on top, our favorite place for having lunch around 23 years ago.

I wanted to go there again on the hilltop and somehow I found a way to go there and on the way I could see a almost dilapidated building and here I was. That’s my school, I shouted. Rajkiya Krit Madhya Vidyalaya, Harmu – 12. Suddenly those faint memories became vivid. I could remember the place I used to stand for morning prayers and the school gate and numerous incidents related. School gate has to be a common factor in most of the incidents. I jumped the wall to go inside the campus (once inside I realized there were numerous ways, and surely not intended ones, to get inside the campus, the surrounding wall was broken at many places) and saw menu of the food served under Sarva Shiksha Abhiyan painted on  the wall. Hmm, we never used to get any food. :(

I pulled out my cam, wanted to capture these moments of relived, realized nostalgia. Great feeling to there. If I look back on my school days, the biggest complaint (apart from not being able to study in any ‘decent’ schools) is my fathers job forcing frequent school changes for me, that means I could never have those childhood friends. All gone. No trails.

@Ranchi – Remembering Golden Childhood Days.

7th April, 2009

 

I am at Ranchi, almost after 23 years. I was so excited to visit this place, to see my school and go to those places which were slowly getting eroded from my memory. But the menace of ‘Naxalism’ has completely ruined my enthusiasm. We cannot go to remote villages and surely not in Cars as they attract extra attention, and one local naxalite expert told me that in election time Naxals do not think before bashing any outside face. Their policy.. first bash them up.. we will see the other issues later.

Though Ranchi city seems quite peaceful, I ventured out on bike to find my childhood school and all I know about that school is that there used to be a small hillock near the school and at top of that hillock there was a water tank. I called my mother to get more info, she told that the school was near a Hanuman temple in Harmu. We drove in and around Harmu and were able to locate almost 4-5 temples but the hillock was nowhere. That means there is no way to get to my school. New constructions and other developments have made this place completely different from the image of this place I have in mind.

So came back to guesthouse, disappointed and full of thoughts. Naxalism, Development, Urbanization etc.. My plan to take a road trip to Daltonganj, Garhwa and Ranka is now cancelled. I wanted to use this weekend for that. It would have been an experience to visit these places but the fear of Naxalites and poor connectivity to these places have left me with no options. Probably I will dare again, after the elections when the naxal activities subside.

I have a unique respect for this town called Ranchi, it provided my father a job, a job which made all the difference to my life otherwise I would have been another Bihari lad searching for a Rs. 4000 per month job in Asam or Punjab or Mumbai.